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*dePrEsseD moDe*
alot tings happen today..and i'm nt in the mood to tok..a bad day for mi bahs..everyting is against mi..didn't went out as some one disagree..hais..spending almost mua whole day at home..using msn..expect for dinner..i went out..at last..the breeze was cool man..hais..i reali duno wot to sae..keep staring into air..duno looking at wot lyk tat..cried nt long ago..cried everyting out..said everyting out..nearly flare everyting out to derek..hais..arhx! feel lyk shouting..i'm damn bored at home..arhx..4 white walls looking at mi all day..com already on le more than 24 hrs..lols..i'm turning into a fei ren..keep nua-ing at home..nv even walk around..juz sit on the com chair since morning 10am..nua here nua there..going to die soon le..nearly cut mua self today again..heng pen knife nt sharp..bu ran nw mua hand sure gt alot cuts..hais..i'm in the screen saver mode again..-BLANK-..hais..mua life sucks..everyting sucks..lub sucks..family sucks..time tat mua tears tat flow down frm mua cheeks is uncountable..stopping mua self frm being a cry baby..dan wo de yen lei xue yi zhi diao xia lai..er wo de ren nai..bei yi qi qi shuai huai..yi jing shui chen tai duo kuai..yao zhe me ping chou gen chong lai? hais..u maybe find the old zhenying is gone..but..the truth is..she is reali gonez..i'm juz using her identity and her body nia..she is gonex since 0712..hais..nv ever forget tat date..*regrettful*..she reali misses him..reali..hais..tears start to fall again..*cry baby* i need a miracle..but i knew it more clearly than ani one else tat miracle is too far away frm mi..too far..and it's impossible for miracle to come again..if u wanna find back the old zhenying..grab tat miracle for her bahs..then there will b chances bahs..dun wanna sae le..saYo neHs..

-coPywRitteD bY-
tOotx gaL a.K.a dePreSseD gaL a.K.a zHeNyiNg

what we could have been, 12/31/2004 01:27:00 AM.

hais..some tings reali pissed mi off..dun understand y there is some one so kaypoh in tis world..reali cannot stand lorx..bth..tell u all..dun force mi scold some language i dun wish to scold..no..i wun! i wun scold and gib some one hab the oppunity to kaypoh and tell everyone abt it..can't some ppl juz shut their big mouth up and keep their comments to themselves? reali bth lorx..aiya..can't b bother wif them..they wanna sae they sae lorx...aiya..lyk mami alwaz say.."tian you yen"..in eng is sky gt eyes..which also means..wad ever we do..god will noe..muz translate in eng..in case those ang mo pai duno wot i toking abt..u might sae i'm rude..but tats wot i feel lyk saeing nw..u cannot stop mi from saying all tis tings..wot i hab said is out frm mua mouth..remember..is MY mouth..teo zhenying de mouth..happi? so i will b responsible in wotever things i said..if ani one of u r unhappi with i hab said..then leave mi a comment and correct mi..i dun find anithing wrong wif wot i said k..tis is mua blogger and i hab the rights to sae wot i wanna sae..cuz tis is mua blogger..u hab no rights to stop mi..juz get lost..or shld i sae *uck off..understand?
okie..u all shld b tink wot the hell tat made mi so angry...then i shld tell u all..mua sis post she and her bf de pic in frenster..and they were kissing..do u all find kissing anithing wrong? i dun tink anithing wrong lorx..maybe some ppl still old fashion..cannot accept kissing..*lao gu ban* shoo off la..then some ppl complaint to other ppl saying tat mua jie beri shameless or wot shit..i duno la..then keep saying mua jie post she and her bf kissing de pic is wrong de lorx..lyk beri tiu lian lyk tat lorx..siao..then complaint mua parents..crazy..aiya..tis type of ppl is nth to do..mouth too big..bo liao marx..then kpo so much lorx..next time c them muz bring scotch tape..tape their mouth..tape si them..i tape i tape i tape tape tape..grr..cannot birng 1 roll nia..muz bring 3 rolls..for 3 ppl marx..tape si them..grr..they so kpo..let them c wot i write la..
=[ messages for those kpo(s) ]=
- u all wanna c rite? c larx..let u c till enuff..ani way..listen..i dun gib a damn to wot u all wanna sae..jie also dun care wot u all wanna sae..go ahead and tell everyone i'm so rude..go ahead..juz believe some ting..bad ppl will hab bao ying de..okie..juz be careful lorx..dun get struck by lightning..best is c u in the news paper tml..shoo off la..and horx..kpo de ppl sucks lorx..slap ur mouth then u noe la..
okie..i shall end mua post.. last ting to sae..busy bodies juz shoo off..get lost frm mua family..i hate u all la..care so much for wot? get lost okie? suckers..kpo sucks la..=P

what we could have been, 12/28/2004 07:11:00 PM.

aNotHeR cLasS pHoTo taKeN oUtsiDe tHe sTaFf roOm..wHoOhOo..loVe 2/2 loTx loTx..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 02:01:00 PM.

duDes iN oUr cLaSs..joShUa diDi..haRrY..aNd jaMiN jiE..sHuaI huRx? tHeY rOx..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 02:00:00 PM.

miSs eNg aNd heR toRtuRiNg metHoDs..pOoR zHi kiaT..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:59:00 PM.

miSs eNg aNd weN miN..iN da bUs tO sCience ceNteR..tHeIr faCiaL eXpReSsioN lOoK aS tHoUgHt tHe buS wOuLd goNna cRasH...lolx..10/10 foR tHeIr aCtiNg sKiLLs..=D

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:59:00 PM.

seC 2/2..tHe siGn wHicH i miSseD aLL tiMe..hoPe yR 2004 wuN eNd..sO taT 2/2 wuN paRt..=(

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:57:00 PM.

gaL rOxs..pIc deCoRaTed bY riNa..niCe huRx? wE rOx biG tiMe..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:57:00 PM.

aNotHeR cLaSs pHoTo..cOoL huRx? wE rOx foReVeR..neVeR eVeR foRgeT tHeM..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:56:00 PM.

maMasaN aNd laO eNg..cute hoRx?

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:55:00 PM.

oUr teacHeRs..forM teacHer - miSs eNg aNd co-foRm teacHeR - mRs nG..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:55:00 PM.

oUr nOisY cLaSs loRx..sO meSsY suMmOrE..haIx..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:48:00 PM.

aFteR sKooL de 2/2..sO qUieT..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:48:00 PM.

wHoohOo~ yesterday went 201 wif mami..went there for dinner.then there gt pasa malam..alot tings to c lorx..then..i saw alot little twin star de things..and i nearly bought all of them..hahax..then i saw little twin star de hp accessory..tat one wif screen cleaner behind de..hahax..i so happy..and it oni cost $1.40..so i bought it back..hahax..so happy..then mami was choosing those sticker..those can paste on wall de..so-called magic stickers..then she wanted to buy 101 dalmation de..cuz tat day we bought 1..and stick it in the toilet..so nice nehs..so she decided to buy another one to place it at ah boii's corner..but the uncle told us sold out le..so mami bought fish fish de for her skool..then i saw little twin star de!! gt 2 sizes..smaller one and the bigger one..selling at $1 and $2 dollar respectively..cheap r they? mami asked mi buy the $1 de..cuz she sae put ah boii's corner..but i feel tat $1 de colour nt nice de..little twin star de face white de..nt nice..while the $2 de..little twin star de face is beige de..then also the images bigger..so i tink the $2 one bi jiao worth lorx..so i bought tat..and told mami sae i wanna paste it on mua window..hahax..then everyday can c little twin star on mua window le! hahax..i'm crazy rite? hahax..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:44:00 PM.

lOoK aT hiM..sO ugLy..tiS iS woT haPpeN oN da seCoNd nItE..haHax..tHeY pUt faCiaL foaM oN hiM..tHeN toOk pHoTos..haHax..hiS moUtH oPeN sOo biG!! pIg leHx..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:39:00 PM.

maMasaN wiF cHicKeN wiNg..haHax..lOoK aT hiS faCe..lyK ppL foRce hiM tO eaT lyK taT..=PpP

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:37:00 PM.

oUr maMa saN..haHax..gUaN peNg wiF da bLaNkeT..lyK aDveRtisEmeNt leHx..haHax..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:37:00 PM.

eSmoNd~! a peNnY foR hiS tHoUghts..haHax..mUz b tiNkIng oF deNise..=X..haHax..taKeN aT cHaLet loRx..=)

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:35:00 PM.

wE roX..2/2 foReVeR..taKeN beHiNd tHe cLaSs loRx..haB sO mUcH fuN taT daY..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:33:00 PM.

mI huGgIng a pOoH beaR wHicH waS mUa birtHdaY prEseNt giBeN bY eddY koRx..aT tM loRx..siTtiNg oUtsIde tHe neOcaRd sHoP..wiF piNky..eDdY koRx aNd joHn koRx..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:30:00 PM.

mUa neW lOoK loRx..aFteR reBorNiNg mUa haIr..i lOoK sO fuNnY..cUz mUa aNotHeR haNd waS tRyiNg tO pusH awaY suMoNe hU waS tRyiNg tO iNteRupT mUa sHoT..gRr..

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:28:00 PM.

aNotHeR pIc oF mI aNd piNky..i lOoK sO faT !! piNky iS iN lovE wiF mI..sHe huGgeD mI sO tiGhT..loLx..=P

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:22:00 PM.

mI aNd piNky loRx..iN cHaLeT norHx..botH oF uS sO taNneD..lolx..=P

what we could have been, 12/19/2004 01:20:00 PM.